Does anyone know of any careers out there that will fit me? I'm goth and very outspoken when it comes to my beliefs, I don't get queasy when I talk about blood and sutff (but my family does). In other words I can handle gorey horror movies like Saw, Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street, etc,etc... I'm actually by nature nocturnal I feel more alive and less tired and edgy when it's nighttime.... I'm a full on "night-bat" (instead of night-owl).. The only job I can think of that by definition is "morbid" or suits my life-style is a mortician.....? I really want a job that is somehow really creepy or morbid or fits with my lifestyle..... Or one that I can at least feel happy at... I want to one day move out of this "hell-hole" GA...To somewhere that's almost always cold and maybe foggy like Forks Washington.... I don't know what kind of jobs are out there since I've lived a pretty sheltered life.. My dad is retired from the airforce.... So I think you can guess why I say "sheltered"..... I really want to find my place in this world that I can call my own life... My own family doesn't understand why I'm so pessimistic about life and so moody..My mom thinks it's because I'm depressed... Well if you had a life like mine you'd be moody too.. I'm not very trusting of people since every single damned person who ever wanted to be my friend ended up stabbing me in the back..... So you can see why I'm pessimistic...
Morbidly Yours,
SylverFire
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